The Game She Played With Karma

It ought to get her one day. Maybe she didn't realize. Perhaps she is indeed just oblivious to life's most basic rule. It all started with a harmless mistake, right? She was once a victim too, worse than me perhaps. It all started as a slip-up. God would forgive, right? God might forgive, but that doesn't mean we won't pay the price. And I may have learned this the hard way. I once witnessed someone passing, and I felt guilt creep up in my heart. I do wish I had forgiven that person sooner. Many have paid their prices too, including me. But this evening I asked myself, "Do I hate her?" and then I found that there was no resentment in my heart. Although, as a witness to her story- I do wish her well. Because I have seen this pattern before. Usually, it didn't end well. She still has choices, but it all depends. 

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Nonetheless, sooner or later, life will ask for the price. How many hearts have been broken? Disappointed? If she did not prey on innocent light, then maybe the price wouldn't be so high. I saw once, a child, was raised beautifully and lovingly by their family, and got their heart broken because of a promise she failed to keep- multiple times. All of these kids were protected by God. I know that for sure. A child without a father, a child with multiple scars, and many place their hopes on her - because she beams like the sunlight. But she is not the sun itself. She'd burn at the sight of it. I am only assuming that she's just putting up an act. But if you were to ask me why, I am afraid I couldn't answer. It just feels hollow as time passes by.

The sun never makes promises, yet it still shines on us nonetheless. We'd grown and healed, yet the sun never asked anything in return. I know she'd argue that she never said that she's a Sun. Then, I'd asked her, "Why would you act as one then?" She'd replied, "I was forced to". Sadly, no one did. Life is ours to keep, to decide how it plays. There's no right or wrong. Although yeah, there are consequences in all that. But if we are brave enough to bear the consequences, then we can do anything we want. Really. By the end of this, I realize that this is no longer a foolish act. This is something she eventually has chosen. It is no longer an act, but a hollow facade that she decided to keep.